[It's just as well Ezra stays calm because Ritsuka is about to have a panic attack. He's hyperventilating and it's only with Ezra maintaining even breathing that Ritsuka doesn't spiral. No no no no, he can't lose more memories.]

I wasn't okay with the idea of losing emotions, I'm less okay with the idea of losing memories. I don't know if... if I can't stop my mind from wandering when it matters.