[The fact he's forged a new one here with friends who care about him, that his brother against all odds was restored to him, doesn't diminish the pain Maul felt losing everyone he cared about in his own galaxy.]
And that is where we differ. I have spent a lifetime suffering pain. The small bits of happiness I have found here and there have never once been enough to outweigh it all, not by half. It's not worth it, to go all your life searching for something that never lasts.
[He can be awfully stubborn and set in his way of thinking. But like with most things that motivate the Sith, it's fear that primarily is the undercurrent in Maul's mind at all time. He learned the brutal, hard lesson a long time ago that any happiness he had could and would be taken away by his master. If he was always waiting for it, at least he was never surprised when it came, even if it still hurt just as much.]
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[The fact he's forged a new one here with friends who care about him, that his brother against all odds was restored to him, doesn't diminish the pain Maul felt losing everyone he cared about in his own galaxy.]
And that is where we differ. I have spent a lifetime suffering pain. The small bits of happiness I have found here and there have never once been enough to outweigh it all, not by half. It's not worth it, to go all your life searching for something that never lasts.
[He can be awfully stubborn and set in his way of thinking. But like with most things that motivate the Sith, it's fear that primarily is the undercurrent in Maul's mind at all time. He learned the brutal, hard lesson a long time ago that any happiness he had could and would be taken away by his master. If he was always waiting for it, at least he was never surprised when it came, even if it still hurt just as much.]