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[ezra_of_lothal]

"I'm Ezra Bridger and this is my communicator thing. Leave a message!"

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[hopesparks]

Yeah. I wish I could've been there to help, though.

So he knows about Temba now?

It's not just th...

[ Nope he doesn't want to talk about that. If he hits 'Send' fast enough, maybe it'll stop. ]

[ezra_of_lothal]

He's know about for a while. July, I think, when the nightmare demons were going around. I fell asleep at the kitchen table and half-awake grumbled at him like he was trying to wake me up for school, and he questioned it.

We talked then. He was a cool with everything.

Not sure all of your last message came through, though.

[hopesparks]

That's good. I'm glad you could get that off your chest.

It wasn't the Omni. I stopped typing.

[ezra_of_lothal]

And then hit send?

[hopesparks]

Yes.

[ezra_of_lothal]

Ramping up my level of concern here, buddy.

Should I come over?

[hopesparks]

Just feeling a little weird.

Maybe an aftereffect from the cocoon.

[ezra_of_lothal]

What kind of weird?

[hopesparks]

I'm saying or typing things without really thinking about it, whether I want to or not.

[ezra_of_lothal]

Could be a blood based compulsion?

[hopesparks]

Possibly.

Have any other warmbloods complained about it?

[ezra_of_lothal]

Not that I've seen on the network - I don't know that many warmbloods personally, very well.

[hopesparks]

Maybe it's too subtle for most people to notice.

[ezra_of_lothal]

Not everyone pays as much attention to their moods and impulses, yeah.

[hopesparks]

I've never had much of a choice. Most Force-sensitives don't, I imagine.

[ezra_of_lothal]

Hmm, I don't know.

Wouldn't be much point to Jedi training if it always came naturally to people.

[hopesparks]

True.

I've had to train since I was a toddler, for my safety and others'.

So I guess it only *feels* like it comes naturally.

[ezra_of_lothal]

I know that Force sensitive children, even that young, can be considered dangerous, and that's why the Temple system existed.

I've always wondered how much that just other people being scared of kids that were different, though. I don't remember hurting anyone until they tried to hurt me.

[hopesparks]

It probably depends on the community and culture. And without the Jedi, it's harder to spot Force-sensitivity, I think. No one knows what to look for.

I don't know if anyone was ever scared of me. I grew up around people who already knew what I was.

[ezra_of_lothal]

I think my parents has some idea. But they never really let on.

I definitely weirded out other kids, when I was on my own.

[hopesparks]

Maybe one of them was Force-sensitive as well. It tends to run in families.

If it makes you feel better, I used to weird out other kids by just being me.