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[ezra_of_lothal]

"I'm Ezra Bridger and this is my communicator thing. Leave a message!"

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[survivalthroughhate]

[Maul looked extremely serious and his voice was tight as if he was holding back anger when he spoke. But he wasn't about to explode into fury, so that was something new.]

I want you to tell me something and I want the truth. Did you know Anakin didn't want an apology from me at all when you told me to give him one?

gift drop; backdated to dec 25th

[hopesparks]

[ Ezra receives a small box with several things inside.

1) a copy of Spirited Away, Nausicaä of the Valley of the Wind, and My Neighbor Totoro
2) an assortment of snacks, including dried fruit and nuts
3) a very old-looking gardening book that focuses on growing crops in varying environments

Included is a note:

Ezra,

I hope you'll find some use for the book. Maybe the illustrations and descriptions will be useful, if nothing else. Think of the movies as a promise to hang out soon. I remember you mentioning this studio. Hopefully I picked out some good ones.

Thanks for everything. You're my best friend in the Trench, you know.

-- A. Solo. ]

un: kickflips, text

[strongroots]

if ur tasting colors you have to tell me what they taste like

also is your garden getting wrecked by all the plants. im looking for tomatoes
got peppers and a bunch of different herbs over here

[Action]

[aetherweaver]

[Nara'a comes over right when he'd said he would, carrying a small basket with a few things in it - mostly sandwiches and some cold drinks. There's not much in the way of fancy meals that he can prepare, but he's trying, at least.]

[He knocks on the other's door, smiling brightly.]

Hello? Ezra? - Or is it 'Ser Ezra' now, actually?

un: Hadron; text

[terribibble]

[Oh boy has he argued with himself a lot about doing this. In the end the compromise was doing it here, not publicly on someone else's request for help. That would have felt... insensitive? It would have felt weird.

He doesn't even know what he wants, precisely, except that this is his only lead down a new potential path, and that means he's got to follow it.]

I'm sorry for contacting you more or less out of the blue. I saw you mention something on the network. PTSD I think you said? And it really caught in my head because where and when I'm from it's not a thing with a name, I don't think, but it's definitely something I have and nothing I've tried to fix it has ever really stuck.

I'm sorry. My name is Fiddleford. I've done this all backwards.

Video; un: darkness

[survivalthroughhate]

[Maul contacted Ezra after everything with Sidious had been settled. He didn't look well beyond just the physical toll on him, the entire situation having corrupted him a great deal. There was something a bit haunted with the look in his eyes. But he sounded lighter as if a great burden he'd been carrying around for such a long time had been lifted from his shoulders.]

Sidious is gone. And....I think I've finally started to get past everything he represents for me. All the trauma, the fear, the anger, the grief, the PTSD I developed from being raised by him. I don't know that I will ever be completely alright but I feel better than I have in years.